An intimate relationship does not banish loneliness. Only when we are comfortable with who we are can we truly function independently in a healthy way, can we truly function within a relationship. Two halves do not make a whole when it comes to a healthy relationship: it takes two wholes.
Half day in college, friend bought me sushi for lunch, currently drinking happiness tea at home and I think I’m gonna go for a walk down the tow path because the weather is lovely. going round my mums for a little party later ^_^ lovely birthday so far.
Need to do my roots but that’s so much effort
I can’t wait for Saturday because of the clothes swap, vegan café lunch,cake for sisters birthday and drunky fun times in menagerie :)))
Today is my final shift at work and we were drinking after the restaurant closed last night and the head chef was crying and ugh it was so sad stupid recession stupid flegs stupid Belfast stupid money
I’m too hungry to get out of bed it’s a terrible cycle
I want spring.
I want flowers and pretty dresses weather and sitting in the park and bright evenings and long walks and day trips and strawberries and stuff
Feeling positive today :) had a really lovely lunch at a Japanese restaurant called zen and going out tonight to the annual circus cabaret to drink a bottle of sailor Jerry with lots of awesome friends. It’s snowing! I haven’t experienced snow in about 4 years so it’s really weird…
So
Had to go to work straight after a really difficult exam battling my way there in the freezing rain and wind, where I was the only waitress on for a busy shift (stress) then basically just got told I’ve lost my job because the restaurant is shutting down (business has got shit due to trouble surrounding flag issue, this country sucks etc)
So today is awful and I’m going to bed because I want it to be over







